Sunday, March 9, 2008

simplicity

Quote of the day:

Well son, I'm still waiting for Shakira to wrestle that alligator.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Riley

THREE??




three fucking steak knives?!?!

Riley-Babble


Notable Past Quotes of the Day:
"Flakiest flaked that he has ever flaked!"
"... and combine it with sticky tape"
"And he fucked the midget so hard that he broke three of her ribs!"
"Abadoo!"

okay so i am blogging because riley is bored and wants to read something... this girl will have me whipped if im not careful >.>

anyway yeah lets see... my english teacher raped The... she didnt get it at all. i need to stop ditching classes... so yeah.. i am kinda confused about where my life is going. ive noticed i have been lashing out a lot more than usual, been acting a lot more rebellious... i dont know why, i always hated those stupid cries of Anarchy!!! i have no problem with the machine... i just dont want to be part of it... i doubt that will work out tho... still i find it sad and frightening that people spend a good portion of even a single day writing up dress codes... really? how stupid is it that we are still telling each other how to dress... i have often wondered if our culture is falling apart... im beginning to wonder if that is a bad thing

been writing lyrics, hope that goes somewhere
been going to the gym, hope that goes somewhere
been talking to this amazing chick, i am going to make sure that goes somewhere

also i NEED to start saving money...

damn you ebay!!!

anyway back to this chick... so yeah, i really do like her... yeah i think there may be some rebounding behind me wanting to be with her... but that has passed and now i have developed some feelings for her... which kinda sucks as she isnt back in cam for a few weeks... but yeah, she is exactly what i want for a girlfriends and she feels like exactly who i need to be with as a friend... so i am hopeful... still she also has everything bad going for her, she has major issues, a boyfriend, she lives far away, we have some conflicting beliefs, and she is fucking up her life... no wonder i am falling head over heels for her, huh?

so we will see what happens with that


Friday, February 22, 2008

from a lady walking her child into the store

"You don't even know what vengeance means"

Quote of the day

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Chess bitches

Quote of the Day:
don't hit me with the spoon. put the spoon away. i am talking to the spoon! put yourself away!

got nothing to really add to that... broke down and cried at work today... ghey

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I CAN'T LEAVE YOU BREATHING!

Quote of the Day: Dont Fuck Me Then Chuck Me!
Quote of Yesterday: Mmm
Quote of before then: GIVE ME SOME BACKSEAT LOVIN TONIGHT!

So here is my current rewrite for the lyrics for SCREAM!

My teeth are on edge
and I'm breathing hard
hearts pounding
I'm gonna hate myself tonight

Smacked around bound in chains
A little pain goes a long way
Love's got nothing to do
with that I'll do to you

Twilight
Set in
Ready to begin
You're gonna be my greatest sin

Enough Foreplay

I Wanna Hear You Scream
With My hands around your throat
let me feel you plead and cry
trust me this will leave a mark

I'm the reason you're afraid of the dark
now scream


scream bitch scream
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OK that is what i have got so far...

Thursday, February 14, 2008

bullet in the brainpain SQUISH

okay i knew today would be bad as of the whole, i can't spend it with or even express how i feel to the person who i adore more than anything else... but it got so much fucking worse so very fucking quick

i stayed up all night writing this fucking essay for writing comp because mom talked me into not dropping the fucking class... so i get a half an hour nap before i go to school...

i go to school, first bad thing is that this one chick who i have been decently cool with lately was a complete uber-bitch and actually said shit which hurt... but that just annoyed me

then i found out pocky died... mom told me and she then said she did something stupid/silly and mentions how she and dad were looking at these cute puppies... which makes me excited as i have been wanting one.. but naturally they got a new hamster..... its prolly for the best... all my animals hate me

i then go to my next class... i turn in my fucking essay.... to find out i have missed so much class that i cannot pass.... so i am told to just drop...

i then hang out with taylor and bo for awhile and i then realize that i cant hang out with anyone there anymore as i will be leaving directly after abnormal psych from now on... so that means that there is even less chances for me to make friends... yeah..

i go home and pass out for another half of an hour... i get dressed... i throw on some flip flops and hope it wont be a big deal...

it is... so dad has to drop off my boots...

i sit outside the store with a bummed clove and sing Slip Out... i haven't sung that in a long time... it still lets me smile though... just like it always has...

i go to work... its work.. and i get though the whole two hours i am there... and its fine

i get another customer in, a family... and their ensuing purchase takes another hour... not that it was a bad thing oh no... i sold a ds, insurance on that, a pre order they didnt need, and some games... all for this one fucking kid who was sooo spoiled... and the father wouldnt even buy his eldest a shonen jump... i gave her a link to mangavolume... i felt good about that.. jill logged in quickly as the girl finds she has enough to buy her jump

i sell everything finally... i got commission on the insurance, my numbers will look awesome... totally worth the time it took...

i settle down to do my numbers...


and when i reach my final transaction i see that jill... is still logged in

so i get nothing... the sale is in her name and we can't do anything...

an hour fucking wasted....


this day was so fucking horrid that it was actually able to take my mind off of how utterly insane i am over losing carla... that is how fucking shitty today was...

i drew carli a tattoo flash....

i hope she likes it...

i hope she loves it..

i hope she will love me..